Advent

waiting
for something

for someone
for anything

waiting to find my voice

I need to shutup for a while. For two reasons really. On one hand, I have soo much that I want to say and on the other, well, what I think I have to say probably doesn’t even really matter. And if it does matter, then its something I need to say in person. I’m tired of everyone (myself included) going on about their oppinions and ranting about eveyone elses opinoions. I’m thankful that some of these people are able to have these discussion in real life. And so if thier on line posts are an outpouring of their personal discussions, then God bless ’em. As for me, I’m not having engough real discussions with real people. And until I do, I don’t think anything I have to say on this on-line forum really matters. For the 30 people (maybe) who read my blog, they (a) already share the same view I do (b) don’t care what my view is (c) want to attack my view because it is fun.

And I’m not trying to write a bloggers manifesto to be passed arround the internet that will convict others. This is just what I’m going through right now. So, thanks for stopping by. Sorry I don’t have anything intersting to say, or a link to something intersting that someone else said about what this one person posted that was a rant on what this original person said about this other person he doesn’t actually know.

God’s peace
I hope you find what you are looking for
I’m off to look for what I’ve found

If you want to know what I’ve found, I’d love to have a conversation with you about it. Feel free to drop me a message at dydimustk[at]yahoo[dot]com.