Off to think

I’m off to clear my head.
Too much going on right now and I can’t take it. I need 40 days to wander the desert. Hell, I’ll eat locust and honey if God promises to talk to me. Those prophets had it good man.

questions I don’t really expect answers to:
1 >> Am I supposed to do ministry full-time (and get paid for it)?
2 >> How the hell am I supposed to pay my bills?
3 >> Why do I want to be somebody people will listen to?